说一些话发泄下
作者: 盛夏的树 发表日期: 2006-10-28 12:01 点击数: 601
好像每一天都过得匆忙．一到晚上就有很多各式的活动，讲座，比赛，表演．．．．大学生活就这样一点点过去，甚至遗忘学习的感觉．可是，似乎没有一点成就．时间在这种表面的忙碌中匆匆流逝，第五周都已结束，１１月份悄悄来临，这一年也快走到了尽头．呵呵，我多像是虚度光阴的米虫啊．
本来说过，每个星座的第一天写篇东西上来．可是直至今日我都不曾落笔＂天蝎＂．我自己的星座，千言万语，反倒不知道从哪里开始．而另一方面，是自己没有一个安静的心情，静静地坐下来写东西．晚上的时间像是被强奸了，再也不是一块安静的处女地，浮躁，多事，短暂，一晃而过．连看书都不是一件值得我开心的事了，因为心躁，所以眼神飘移．
以前坚持了很久不吃夜宵，不吃冷食，不吃．．．很快被打破了．现在几乎每天晚上都要出去．换来的是脸上的肥肉和不可遏止的胃痛．晚上都睡得很迟，双眼无神，老了好多．．．．
不高兴了．
我不是个习惯热闹的人．在这个纷繁的生活圈子，好像总有一部分心在外面．不能全力以赴．
想问问认识我的人，我讲话是不是很直接有很多抱怨然后让你觉得不舒服？
我有什么不好的地方，你们一定要告诉我．非常非常想知道，就当是送我的生日礼物啊，呵呵．生日快到了噢．．．
In this crazy world ,there is always a catch------
Each time if Ican I can't:if I can't I can.
I will never be as crazy as possible.Well,you won't trust me.You're just convinced that this image is as true as what I am,don't you?
A chance to say something.Maybe you will say so,don't you?
Thank you so much.I don't need that.It's simply as insignificant as myself.
Anyway,it dosn't count!What I'm willing to say is nothing.Anything else?Nothing!
You don need to worry you don't have to cry.This is not goodbye.I've Send my heart to you several days ago.You must have recieved it by now.
Needless to say,you should learn something.
Lonely!That's it.Just like that German poet.
You' ve lived with me for a long long historry.Please don't... You should as free as you can.In one sense you are a promissing and potencial young lady.You don't need to stand me any longer.Just let it be.
Now,dear!learn to say :"nothing!"
能否超越生命的激情......
起风了,好好活下去!
(前天得知我和普拉斯一样患有神经性瘙痒.不过没什么大不了.哈!)