写给深爱蓝的她 TO HER WHOM DEEPLY LOVES BLUE
作者: heidonglgc 发表日期: 2007-01-10 15:54 点击数: 540
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我是真的十分佩服和欣赏她，能够每天持之以恒地用自己钟爱的文字来舒写自己的心情，记录自己的经历。那些伤害自己的，那些快乐自己的，那些无聊的，那些难忘的~~~~ 一点一滴的如画一样展现出来。或者对于有些人来说，这是个很正常的事，许多文学工作者都是这样的。但对我来说，这的确是一个了不起的事。天生对文字的弱智和迟钝，我时常怀疑我是否有作为一个上下5千年文明的中国的合格的人。
一个人对别人有好感的时候，往往就会将这种好感发展到更深的一个层次。的确，我承认，我对她真的是很迷恋，迷恋到痴狂。就外表来说，她并不是天生丽质，没有很美的身材，没有迷人的面容。但从她身上散发出来的气质，使得每一个认识或不认识她的人都神魂颠倒。在每一夜晚，每个白天，我无不想起她那迷人的笑意。幻想与她在一起的美好日子。但我想，即使这样，也无论是怎样，我与她之间似乎有无法逾越的鸿沟。我与她只有在幻想中才有美好的将来。无论我怎样的想她，这都是一个不可否定的事实。所以我决定放开她，在这段情要开始的时候，在这段情还没有发展的时候。我不会打扰她一切平静的生活，我也不会做的让她伤心难过事。
许多人都笑我很傻，很白痴。我也承认我真的是很白痴，白痴到弱智。对于每个人来说，他们都有自己的价值观。就我来说，即使这样是那么的白痴，弱智，我没有后悔自己的对她做过的每一件事。
我想，爱一个人，真是在要和她在一起，过着夫妻一样的生活吗？如果你没有足够的资本使她快乐，没有足够的能力使她幸福，那在一起又有怎样的意义呢？你爱她，不是为了使她过得更好吗，不想她更幸福吗？如果你连这一点都做不到，你凭什么说要与她在一起？凭说爱她？爱一个是一辈子的事啊，要一辈子爱！！我是一个非常现实的人，虽然有时候也渴望浪漫，但我知道，所有的浪漫在像我一样的人面前，遇到现实往往是不堪一击的。心理上 鸿沟，。。。
爱一个人，就应该为她的幸福着想。
你应该祝福，她幸福的日子。
不管她有没有与你在一起。
不管她是否与另外一男人手拉着手在你的面前。
你应该坦然别人给她的幸福。
I am pretty really admire and appreciate her, who can stick to express her own emotion in deep heart and record her own experience use her version favorite words day by day. Recording something that may hurt herself, something that may be happy, something that may be tedious, something that may be unforgettable~~~~~any tiny thing shows out as a painting. To somebody’s perspective, may be this is nothing special, as many literature workers do do so. But as for me, this is absolutely splendid. Born by nature stupid and slowness to the word, I always doubtful that whether I am eligible to be a citizen of china which has about 5000 years civilization.
Once you feel somebody sweet you, you always develop this feeling to a further degree. It does so, I have to admit that I am addict to her or even crazy for her. She is born beautiful, from the outlook, and she has no excellent stature, attractive look. But the temperament spread out from her, makes everyone who known or unknown her something more than comfortable. In every night and every day, I remind her attractive smile without any reason. I dream of the happy days spend together with her. However, I think, ever so, or no matter how, It seems that there is something as a gap between us exists, that we can’t overcome. The marvelous future with her just only exists in my dream. No matter how I miss her, this is the turth that no one can deny. Thus, I decide to let her loose. At the beginning, at the development of the love. I won’t disturb her paceful life, I won’ do something that will make her feel sad.
Lots of person laugh at my foolish, and idiot. I have to admit that I am really idiot, or ever stupid. From the standpoint of every person, they have their own versions of opinions. As for me, I am no regretable of the every thing that I do for her, even though I am so idiot,and stupid.
I think, when you fall in love with another person, does it mean you have be togergher, lead the life as couples? If you have no enough ability to give her the happiness, and have no ability to give her the blessedness, is that meanfull to be together?? you love her, isn’t it for the purpose to make her life more comfortable, and to be more blessedness? If you can’t do this simple point, How can you be togetger with her?? How you can say love her?? Love is something that lasts for all our life, love needs our own life time. I am the person of reality, sometimes I dream of romanic too, but I know clearly, all the romance have no life when they meet reality. Metally gaps~~~~~
Love a person, you should think of the happiness of him/her.
You should bless, his/her the happiness days.
No matter whether you’re together or not.
No matter whether when he/she appears handing with another man/lady.
You should calm of the happiness others give to him/her.
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It is a chance for me to improve my English ,too.
we have generation gap,guest,hehe.....
There is an error! Maybe you can use "by using"
You write yourself !It is too cool!